i've some thoughts to say. yday i was thinking,
this year i have the most exquisite 23rd bday ever.
i recevied 3 wonderful gifts, even without celebrating.
and yet today, Ruey mention the same thing.
so naturally i was wondering, my next year's,
i suppose,u wouldn't be around with me anymore
i break into emo state immediately.
tts y im so pissed with the cake "incident",
i knw i shun be,but pls try to understand hw much it mean to me.
i really duno how much time i left with ya,b4 u will say goodbye to me
i duno hw many more times i can say "gd nite ruey" to u,
i duno hw many times more i can mk u happy and smiling thruout,enjoying my jokes.
minus away all e badtimes i made ya angry/pissed/sad, sorry ruey.
and lots more, i dun wish to mention further.
i cant imagine hw life are in future without u beside me,
bcos by thn i think i'll totally lose hope in r/s.
maybe im too depending on u,everything is jus bcos,
ilu....
wholeheartly
tt simple
=(
