aw, sunday was alvin's 21st bday. couldnt make it, as i was working a fcuking full shift, and i cant take a early dismiss either. thus i missed out the fun. met wennie up after work for dinner at cineleisure, were too bored to actually forcing something else to do, even think of catching a late night movie on a sunday, but there isnt any, anyway juz to try our lucks.instead went to meridien hotel to had some pool game instead,fortunately enough to actually found this place in the middle of the night, if not, we would really stuck in the street doing nth. and! after our games, saw shawn, an old friend, been so long since i last saw him, quite miss the period with him somehow, a great and funny guy, our usual zouk session has been no more, thus naturally meet up lesser, and nevertheless, own u a drinking session tat i promised. and eventually after that, wennie start to tell me all the problems she is overcoming, whether she is doing the right or the wrongs, but as a part of a guys views, everything tat i commented hope tat it really helps u in any ways, tats the most i can did for u as a friend, the rest, is up to u, how u actually want things to be. but to be frank, her case is much more tragic than mine, and she is still standing so strong, salutes. consider myself lucky enough, such a strong base she gave me, thankful enough too. life's has to goes on, 40 years 50 years, 60 years, long way to go, why putting myself in such a miserable states, haha, tats a joke, no more, aint really no more....